I Sleep A lot

I sleep a lot. I graze through the kitchen. I hold my husband's hand. I try to find a comfortable position for my head, which is heavy on my hurting neck. I sit and stare at the walls or out of the window. I sip decaf coffee. I am waiting for the next surgery. July 9th. I am waiting for July 9th. There is no doubt that July 9th is years away.